A Dream -- The Rapture & Fear

I had a dream last night.  It was about the rapture.  And for some odd reason, it looks like it was back in the 1800's in a small city/farming community.  And I wasn't in it, it was a family -- a mother, father, daughter, and an aunt (who was an atheist).  They were plagued by many of the recent deaths that were happening, the mother had recently lost a sister (who was Christian).  The atheist aunt had purchased all kinds of farm animals and was not concerned by the rapture.  All of a sudden, the mother and father float up with the sister who was wearing a pink suit.  It was their daughter and the atheist aunt who were left behind.  I then woke up.
I don't know if this was a past life dream or if this is something that it's going to come or if it's a fear in my subconscious.  Out of those 3, I think number 3 is the safest to go with.  But I have never dreamed about religion, other than upside down crosses and Satan. 

Also, I don't know about you guys, but I have been feeling that the world is terrified.  I feel like everyone is on edge, especially when it comes to the weather lately, here in the United States.  What are we so afraid of?  Is it terrorists?  Is it that maybe the end is really near and we're getting closer to 2012?  Is it just knowing that today could be your last day?  I feel like this has to do with the tsunami in Japan and the massive tornados in Joplin, MO and down south of the United States.  I don't believe the end is near, I believe that the world as we know it is going to go threw a huge change.  And most of that change, we are seeing right now.  Change is scary.  But yet, this is probably for the better.  I pray to God every night, thanking Him, and asking Him to give humanity a chance, not all humanity is bad or crazy....these are just tough times right now and I ask for God's strength for humanity.

We shouldn't enter the "new" world in fear, we should embrace it.  We should keep on fighting for what we believe in and let go of old systems.  It's as simple as this: "Faith, trust, and pixie dust".  Although pixie dust may not sooth our fear, our belief in something higher and belief in good, will.  Good always wins!  If you don't believe that, then check out Batman or some other super hero comic.

Late Night Blogging

It is going on 1:13 AM and I'm not in bed yet.  I thought I would do an update.
The world didn't end.  It is now supposed to end October 21st.  What is it with people and predicting the end of the world?

I've been busy with readings, which is great.  I feel like I am supposed to be doing what I'm doing.

My BFF who I'll call Bina in here and I reconciled after a fight I got into when I was in the hospital.  We both kept having dreams about making up and becoming friends again.  I believe we settled our differences and "made up" on the dream plane/astral plane.  My ex-boyfriend/first love who we'll call X is somewhat responsibile for us being back friends.  We both commented on a picture he took and I decided to break down and message her.  And then we ended up talking on Yahoo messenger for 3 hours.

My go-to psychic, Allie, told me our karma is clearly not finished since I kept having dreams about her, and her advice also played a big part in the reconciliation.  I am blessed to know Allie and call her a friend as well as my personal psychic.  She has this great project that needs to be funded.  It is all about Atlantis and this is one thing that she is meant to do, so if you could offer your monetary support, it's greatly appreciated!

I still have one person left on my reconciliation list, but I'm a little afraid right now.  I figure when the time is right, the reconciliation will happen.

Today, I did my first in person reading in forever (or well since 2010).  It was fun.  The thing is, I tend to just get to the point and not drag out everything.  I mean, I see what I see.  I try not to drag on and on and on about the card's actual meaning or detail.  I have a hard time figuring out how much I would charge for like an hour reading or a half hour reading.  I wonder because what if I go "over" the hour? Or "under" the hour?  What could I do?
I'm still trying to figure out what I could call this blog.  It's nothing tarot anymore.  It's not that Tarot isn't my passion (because it is!), but I'm writing about everything in here. 

I was also thinking that maybe I could do a tag-team reading with another reader and offer that up as an option.  It could be with my grandmother, but it'd be hard because I'd have to go to her house or have her come here.  It could be fun as an option later down the road.

I got two new tarot decks that my Aunt Sharon and Uncle Jimmy got me at an auction.  One of the decks is "The Mythic Tarot".  My grandmother has this deck as well.  I'm supposed to inherit that deck when she dies.  So I will have two sets of that deck and two Tarot of a Moon Garden decks.

Lovelife: My love life is doing well.  J and I are "meeting" next month.  Or well, getting together, since we just did kind of meet (does Skype count?).  I think me and J have a bit of a telepathic connection going on.  We don't take it too serious though, we joke about it.  I read his tarot cards a month ago, and I guess he changed his whole mind about tarot cards and psychics.  He used to think they were a crock of shit, but after his reading with me he thinks there's something to it.  And this reading was when we were fairly new in the relationship and didn't know too many "heavy" things about each other.  I have no intention of changing other people's minds.  If anything, I'm up for a good laugh with the rest of them.

Well that is about all I wanted to write about!  Hopefully I'll become a better blogger!